Picture day...
God Im getting sick just thinking about the
horrid event....
Not only am I camera shy
to the max....
I-I hate seeing all the
pretty girls....
........
Pathetic right...?
I bought a year book one time...
I showed it to my mom...
and she kept saying how pretty
everyone was one...
She never said anything about me.....
Not a single damn thing
..........
I-I try to be pretty.....
Like you want me to....
I-Is it even possible...?
...........
I-I just wanna be like them...
E-Everyone says theyre pretty...
"Oh her eyes are pretty!"
"I like her hair!"
"She's kinda cute"
"She looks amazing!"
"............"
W-What....?
W-What about me...?
"....."
O-Oh.....
"Hey! Look at the next class already!"
..........
I-I actually cried the last time
I saw a year book....
Because of how I looked compare
to everyone else......
............
God Im just a pathetic piece
of broken shit arent I....<3
............
Yeah...you see all the
pictures I have to motivate
just sitting in my Ipod
But they dont mean anything
because I know
deep down
Nothing it says
will make me feel any better
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